ARFG？

christmas bell. taken at genting highland - first world hotel.

做人很辛苦,说要做自己喜欢的事却又还是要看别人脸色，说要追求自己喜欢的人别人却又说了那么一大堆，为了自己着想就被说是自私，在背后说着别人闲话的时候自己又有多少完美？想唱歌必须考虑自己的歌声会不会伤人耳朵，爱美也要看自己有没那个资格，当然还有很多很多。

又有多少个人有勇气勇敢做自己？自爽得来的又是什么？
感觉很无奈，可是谁又有勇气逃跑？
戴着面具的生活是否真的那么愉快？
设定这么多是自己的secretive个性还是纯粹的不想让别人知道？

喜欢lily allen 的个性，因为他不在乎别人的眼光。
责任存在的意义，就是让人家把事情做好。

加油。

我喜欢matcha icecream.

纯属发泄，因为，真的受够了。
真的很想快点回去美里。
真的很想。

P.S 自己认为那是纯粹的和好朋友去玩，其他人却不一定那么认为。显到。 不过，还是bobian了。算了吧。
P.S 2 没有在讲谁，你要自作多情那就是你自己的问题。

am at KL.anyone miss my pole dancing?:P

going to genting soon, spent one whole day shopping at Time Square and yet finish ;D
sorry though i don't really buy a lot of stuffs,because not my type until i found one shop!
love it lots!! hahaha... japanese style, lolita... omg totally my favourite but i clearly know that without diet i can't fit in those clothes, and of course without spec the better XD

things to buy :
converse shoes, new bags, new slippers, cny clothes.

checked :
jAxkets, jeans.

i saw a freaking scary girl who think she is so cute acting like a school kid, dressing like a total nerd and man she is dressing like a lolita but shyyty it's so damn sucks :O

whatever then, going to talk more about my trip when im back,btw mum and sis spent thousand plus jus in one shop... -.- whatever la i dun like the style of the shop although was so called current fashion.
dun like to walk with my sis la she cant even accept my style............ zzz...

something bad happen... going to miss you... TT hope u can enjoy the days without me? take care and remember to rest well...

genting, here i come ;D

back from chung hua camp

just back from 18th chung hua camp,i left earlier cause going to KL soon, im rushing for flight @@
have to pack and unpack my luggage continuously for the third time TT

my last year being a participant, and being a leader is not so fun for me...hahaha cause i dunno how to lead others... even my self management also like shyt edi luu... x.x

here to say about what i like in this camp, i like ice cream of my flag, cause it is in rainbow colour ;D i like the dance, it is VERY VERY Sat, haha, chen yao by show lo... i like the camp songs, especially cry on my shoulder, cause clarence sang it LOL. i like our food, very creative but also cause the ketua, which is me is way too lazy to cook so many times and wash too many dishes, i jus ask tze ming, our cook to mix all the stuffs and our last dinner, even have fried egg rice XD and i like jungle trekking cause i always talk and therefore not so tired,i like my nobel cause he write the letter v long and he is v nice ^^

so on and so on, i missed the camp and this is my last year being a participant, and our cultural show, although not so successful, we tried our best XD and perhaps jus lack of practice, cause i think the story... not too bad ya ;D or just my self thinking only?

and our marching,they are v tidy, just that the commander, which is me is too lousy TT but it's my first time, so, forgive me. and the haunted house, it's henry there again , trying to shock us off, i think he is the one who bring off my group members, and im the one who fall asleep -.- v paiseh la... zzz... and when playing angel and nobel, i fall asleep again? and that time everyone look at me zzz... MORE PAISEH again... and prudence ask am i tat tired? everyday she sees me sleeping LOL XD

then about the games, really v dirty ar... i joined ch camp for 3 years and this is the first time i played all those games, my hair... those mud real hard to clean off... TT and i dun think it's that yucky and regret why i didn't dare to play last few years? and  i ate a lot of sand... luckily no stomachahce zzz but constipation? -.-

then about the first aid, im too nervous gua, dun do that well :( but it's alright, i have to learn from my mistakes... hehehe... treasure hunt kik o -.- we dun complete that many stations... and i think it's my problem in leading again... the marching competition, we all laugh after finish, and at my last command, 'dari kanan,cepat jalan', that clarence tang make me laugh and my sound is shaking ... zzzzzzz...

and one of my fav quote in the camp is 'group 10 ketua handsome o handsome o', everyday says so, who is group 10 ketua? find out urself, just he v LIKE his nobel... WAKAKAKA ;D

talking about the game, angel and nobel, my angel v like my pole dance, my nobel is a v funny guy and he keep on guessing who am i... hahaha... i gt keep those letter... really thanks and sorry for my present ar... v cheap and when we make a circle, at first that yin jia is behind me, he is so noisy man... his sound is -.- and he still keep on talking... lols... zzz... then li kim say she v soi... but i think he is funny... and his talking style is so easy to recognize... zzz...

jungle trekking is a busy talking session and our first night in tent, we keep on talking till kena complain... i have to apologise for my busybody-ness x.x and shu chee aka ah qiqi, have to say sorry ar keep on gio-ing u... hehee... dun mind la... wen yen dun show off lw... hahahaha... prudence v good at acting ar, adeline ur commany v nice, jane gt nice skin o... haha jia hui dun too diam lw... caleb ur dance also nice ar... tze ming,just be more daring and have self confidence, ing tze have to eat more, chuan han ur brain is amazing, karen must take care o , esther thanks for shouting our slogan that loud,casey, hope u enjoy this camp in miri and greetings to ur bro, 2008's best boy wor teehee ;D who else lw ar? i forget.... hahaha...

and i also v like group ten's members, especially the ketua.. .lols and the lazy assistant, and teck yew... v nice ar u people, accompany me talking :x hehehe... i write so many also hard got people will read it kan? hope everyone take care... ^^

anyway, a camp that is worth memorizing... and right, thanks to zhi xian, who accompany us walk through the jungle... THANKS a lot and big clap to 2009's commitee! :D

btw, want to kill off all the mosquitoes! i hate mosquitoes and i love raining ;D teeehee ;D


see you again. tata~~

P.S i love you teck yew!!! XDDD cause u act v good and not to forget JEFF! his MJ's dance is effffing good ;D

going to YLC camp...

sayiing goodbye. ;(

well well, this would be the second time im joining YLC camp.
real good memories about the past, where the place i start to know a lot of great fwens ;D
and this year im in luck to go to the camp again and meet them , for once again.
not to forget my new fwens which i have the great chance to get to know them this year.
it is like a family gathering , jus this time it will be the harsh one.
the family of Red Crescent.

i have done packing as i did that quite often , once there's a holiday i will just get my back pack and bring almost the same things everytime. hahaha. it is just one of my habit to go to camp and this year, i cut my hair too, as what i did last year before i went to YLC camp. now it's really SHORT! hope it will give you people a fresh look, seems u all didn't see me for some time ;D

teeheeeee~

by the way, 2PM's dance rock... OH MAN! but i am not as crazy as brenda, she is all over them? -.-
help help, back to the topic.
i read the programme list and whoaaa there would be some tough tasks for us.
all my friends , gambateh in the coming camp, jia you = hwaiting in korea? hahaha thanks ah bren.
continuously i go to 2 camps , jus 2 days interval. wowwww!

i have to admire my strength if i survive. LOL. and straight after CH camp, im going to KL!!
such a rush @@
and of course i cant stop after i am back...
have to rush on things and become bee-headed. hahaah ;D

going to leave my blog and computer for quite a meanwhile, can't listen to my big bang, can't access internet, can't reply message , can't sleep in my lovely bed , can't....
i can't do many thing, but the pros are more than the cons x)

i can meet more fwens , which i always like to,learn more things, get some mosquito bite marks :O
enjoy all those interesting activities ;D and so on so on.
flashback when we were in the borneo rainforest, hahaha things were just too great except for some bad experiences. anyway, going to meet many of my old fwens again ! and celebrate us one year anniversary for being fwen ;)

not to forget ur safety and health, remember to take care and bring lots of water ;D
try your best, be the best!
must obey those so called pantang larang k?

GOOD LUCK!
god bless all.

P.S may the best be with you. thanks and sorry, mr.banana.
see ya readers, i will be back, not so confirm when.

story : everyone loves bear bear.

the story begins with this.

yeah she is DIDO!

heartily welcome our new member :D

newly directed story :everyone loves BEAR BEAR :D

Director : ms.xiindiie <3 

my honour to present my story :P

again , let the pictures do the talking :D

DIDO and BOBI are from different places,

and traveling throughout the world made them meet each other.

this world is so big,

do you know how big is the possibility to find 'the one'?

it is one in a trillion!

or even much bigger :O

perhaps infinity?

people just walked cross each other every time.

sometimes even too busy to look up,

instead of just rushing to places and places.

always telling self that : "i've got another thing to do, another meeting, another stuffs piling."

"AND I HAVE NO TIME TO STOP except when death."

so,they missed each other.

again and again.

until the special day that they met.

DIDO comes and says HI to everyone :D

and she sees BOBI.

they like to tease each other but cant deny the feeling too.

and there's a question in their heart.

"HE/SHE like me?"

when the confession is done, they know their real hidden feeling, and they are together after so long :D

like normal couple too they kiss :D

but then something funny happen xD

arghhh without awareness, BOBI ate onion before that...

so...

hahahahaha :P

days pass and they are enjoying their love life , feeling really nice in this relationship.

days are just too peaceful that BOBI comes out with an idea, that is .....

he begs for her forgive.

DIDO is angry with that and she kicks him!

 

it hurts :O

 and she doesn't want to care about him anymore...

she beats him hard ! :x

BOBI is really sad and he cries cause....

and after he apologizes, DIDO forgives him...

She comforts him.

and keeps her promise for life.

my favourite.... owwwww :)

No matter what, i will always be with you.

the end of the story.

applause for the character in the story : everyone loves bear bear.

don't u love them?

the cuddly and cute one :D

Currently addicted to :wedding dress - tae yang.

strongly recommend x)

P.S this is a story with happy ending.

because life is too hard and we should say no to more sadness. isn't it?
sometimes , we just have to take a break.
and look around urself, have u missed anything?
i know, i lost myself.

searching for my soul.
ciaos.